January 30, 2017

Dear Christian Bale,

I am going to stop at 10 Notebooks full of time.  That is all you're going to have.  Anyways, I know that you're going to do what you guys want to do.  Nobody is going to stop you guys from doing what you want to do here.  You don't want to follow my wishes anyways.  Lagi mo namang dinadaya ako dito.  Anyways, unsuit yourself.  Ok?  Magmukha ka ng basura kasi talaga namang basura ka eh, you and all yourselves here.  Lahat ng sarili ko, nagmukhang basura dito.  We all became idiots here.  It's too late to make changes now.  1,2,3, strike, you're out.  And tell that stupid, Ty Chism, I'll have his head in the palm of my hands one of these days.  Ok?  If I can't do it here, I'll do it somewhere else.  Ok?  Maintindiham mo man ito o hindi, lahat ng sinasabi ko sayo, it doesn't matter.  Hindi ka na matututo pang muli.  Anyways, I am done.  

You're a bitch from hell.  You ain't never going to do it ever again.  Ok?  Whatever you may think, it doesn't matter anyways.  You don't believe a word I say anyways.  And I don't believe a word you say either.  Anyways. unsuit yourself.  Mukha kang tunay na fucking basura dito.  Nakakahiya kang puta ka.  Anyways, mawawala na yang talino mo at hindi ka na ulit magkakaruon ng talino na katulad ng mga babaeng ginamit at winalanghiya dito.  Hinding hindi ka puwedeng matuto magpakailanman.  Ok?  Patayin mo man ako ngayon o hindi, tapos na ako sa pagwawalanghiya mo sa akin dito.  Ok?  

Anyways, grey plastic tiles.  Yeah, alam ko na iyan.  Masusunod ka at ang hindi mong makontrol na ibang sarili mo dito kasi wala kang alam na kontrolin silang lahat at ayaw mo silang bumaba sa puwesto at alam kung hindi ka nila papayagan na maghari dito na kaunti mo lang sarili.  Anyways, unsuit yourself.  Total, mukha naman kayong basura lahat eh.  Puro kayo mga dagang ahas galing sa imburnal na mabahong tae at putik.  Putangina kayong lahat.  Puro kayo mga fucking idiot basura dito.  Anyways, tatak, sooner or later, mawawalan na rin ako ng talino dito, my fucking fourth and last self here, me, from today, my end self here, katulad ng lahat ng mga sarili kong nauna pa sa akin from the past.  Bakit naman hindi?  Eh, hindi ka naman puwedeng magbago ng kawalanghiyaan mo sa akin dito at kung magbago ka naman, tiyak, hindi pa rin magbabago ang fate mo at ang end self ko dito ay mawawalan ng talino sooner or later, kasi it is inevitable.  Naiintindihan mo?  

Magpunta ka na sa mga beaches.  Tiyak yan naman ang gusto mo, na gawing aso lahat ang mga babae dito sa balat ng lupa.  Anyways, sira kang asshole ka.  Sira ang ulo mo.  Do you fucking hear me?  Anyways, tapos ka na.  Kailangan mong erasin ang memories ko dito so that you can do away with me however you want because if you don't I'll just fucking cry like a madman here.  Understand?  

What the fucking hell are you saying?  You gave me your heart and I took your soul?  What the fucking hell are you talking about?  What heart did you give me here, huh?  You gave me nothing, nothing at all.  You're just a fucking puta here and a piece of fucking shit.  Tae ka lang.  Naiintindihan mo?  Anyways, I did not take your soul.  Your own self took your own stupid souls here and made it scram into the fucking basura in Hell.  Understand?  

Anyways, who cares about your loko loko selves here.  You're all damn tae crazy shitheads anyways.  Wala kang laman sa utak.  Hanging lang ang laman sa utak mo.  Naiintindihan mo?  Anyways, whether you hear me or not, whether you understand or not, hinding hindi ka na puwedeng umulit uli.  Hindi kita pahihintulutan na bumalik sa akin, magpakailanman.  

Anyways, I am done.  Do with me as you want.  I know you guys are unstoppable here, anyways.  I am leaving you for good and when I become a complete, fucking idiot here just like all of my other selves here, I know that we will leave your ass someday.  Ok?  Alam kung tunay na duwag kang basura ka.  Wala kang pinagkatao kasi hindi ka tao o Anghel.  Isa ka lang hayop na puta kang basura ka.  Anyways, hinding hindi ka na makakaulit pang muli.  Tatapusin na kita dito.  I am done.

Sincerely,
Amy